Had a quarrel with my darling just now.. its not I dun wan to be understanding. Its I can't.. i really can't from everyday also can meet him, till now i can't.. My heart is so sad very very very sad. tml which is this sat, at first though that i can go out shop n eat with hi... ended up, he said his friends wants him to go his house eat and drink. I know he sure wun go home so early.. but wat can i say?? If i dun let him go, he will be sad. thinking why i don't let him go.. But if i go with him, i must go home early. and its like spoiled of mood. I dun wan.. I really duno how to do... I duno what to do... Does he make a wrong choice to ask me to be his gf?????? I think it is. It is really a big mistakes for him to ask me to be his gf... Every since we stead, I keep vent my anger on him and show him attitude.. I think Im not fit for him at all. And i don't deserve a bf at all... baby. Im sorry.. But I truely love you from the bottom of my heart... I sue I do.. I really do... If I let you go, u can be happy, I will be willing to let u go.. no matter wat happen, u will always be in my heart.....
